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I Have A Thought To Share

I have come to realize that I will never be loved by another human. I have come to realize how useless I am as a person. I have come to realize that even my family doesn't love me. I have come to realize I am a failure. I have come to realize there is no hope for me. I have come to realize that maybe this is the end...

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Fungirlmmm · 51-55, F

How did you reach those realizations so early in life? I urge you to reevaluate because I have been there in my past. I felt like no one cared, I was worthless, and I was all alone. Heck there are days I still feel that way, but I discovered as I got older that my value wasn't dependent on what some person sees in me. I started doing things to make me feel better about myself, like going to the gym and volunteering in places to help others. It was mundane at first, but eventually seeing smiles on the faces of little kids, and realizing I help put them there,made me feel better. I kept going and eventually I realized my thoughts were wrong and that I would make a difference, not just for others, but myself. I'm sorry you are having these thoughts. Hang in there.

ShatteredHeart · 22-25, T

@Fungirlmmm Thanks..I have already dedicated some of my time helping out with the boys and girls club in town it's really the only place you'll see me smile. But my realizations are based on how I am treated by everyone around me. My father has literally called me a failure to my face. And I barely exist to my mother. Then I get yelled at for literally sitting in my room and doing nothing. Idk I guess all I can do is wait...

Fungirlmmm · 51-55, F

@ShatteredHeart It will get better. When you own/rent your own place you will be able to invite people in of your choosing. It changes the dynamic greatly. You can surround yourself with positive people, and I think you'll find that having positive around you helps you be more positive. Just don't give up... set big goals and then give yourself the steps you need to reach them. Always be working toward something.

ShatteredHeart · 22-25, T

@Fungirlmmm I am working hard towards my goals but I have hit a bump in the road.

Fungirlmmm · 51-55, F

@ShatteredHeart You'll get there. Persistence is the key.

ShatteredHeart · 22-25, T

True

Fungirlmmm · 51-55, F

@ShatteredHeart I came to check on you because you do have value. Keep posting and sharing your truth.

ShatteredHeart · 22-25, T

@Fungirlmmm I am doing a bit better a few of my friends cheered me up. Thank you for your concern

Fungirlmmm · 51-55, F

@ShatteredHeart you're welcome. I'm glad friends came in and stepped up for you.

ShatteredHeart · 22-25, T

@Fungirlmmm I'm glad to have nice friends. Would you like to be one of them? :)

Fungirlmmm · 51-55, F

@ShatteredHeart sure. I'm a little older than you but I would enjoy talking with you. I like different perspectives.