I think I’m in love.

I have feelings for someone. Still a bit traumatized. I just need some help. I like him a whole lot. I feel like, I feel like, I feel like, I’ve fallen for him. I’m hurting. If he were to ever like me, I don’t know if he’d be turned off by me because of my trauma, and I fear that greatly. I really like him. I just want to be with him, I want to look good on him. I don’t hate Indian people, I’m just traumatized by them and I feel that they’re very spiteful and Genocidal.

Please help me with my trauma, Lord Jesus Christ🙏🏽❤️