All I wanna do is rest and rest and shut off everything. Life is too busy, too loud, too crowded. I wish I can just skip this feeling. If there’s reset button in life.. My depression grown up to more than I can handle. On the surface everything may seem normal but I’m falling apart hard inside
I feel very much the same. Life is supposed to be fun. I'm not finding it to be so, and have thoughts of hastening my demise. Still, I look for anything I might find satisfying, and ways I might be helpful to others. But I find that difficult in our current world's social climate.
The true nature of reality is that Life is Suffering. If you can find a little fun, some joy, and some happiness, cherish those moments. They can help sustain you through life’s challenges. I hope you find some fun and happiness. @PhoenixPhail