I Am Scared
My best friend is moving schools AND moving houses.
She's all I've had at school and if she goes, I'll have no one at all. I'll have to go back to sitting alone reading, not looking forward to lunches but in fact dreading them because I just look like a loner. As soon as she became my friend I was happy because I had someone to relate to. Not only is she moving schools but she's also moving houses to a 45 minute drive away. She's a once in a lifetime friend and she's only moving because her mum is making her so I'll sit alone in buses, she won't be in walking distance to my house anymore so if I have to talk to her I can, she won't be there to share the so many inside jokes I have with her, I won't be able to talk to her about my favourite books that we share in common or anyone in fact because they don't have that much stuff in common with me. I was sooooo lucky to find a friend like her, she built my confidence and made me laugh and now that's being all torn away from me. As I'm writing this I'm crying so much because I know I'll NEVER find someone like her again.
She's all I've had at school and if she goes, I'll have no one at all. I'll have to go back to sitting alone reading, not looking forward to lunches but in fact dreading them because I just look like a loner. As soon as she became my friend I was happy because I had someone to relate to. Not only is she moving schools but she's also moving houses to a 45 minute drive away. She's a once in a lifetime friend and she's only moving because her mum is making her so I'll sit alone in buses, she won't be in walking distance to my house anymore so if I have to talk to her I can, she won't be there to share the so many inside jokes I have with her, I won't be able to talk to her about my favourite books that we share in common or anyone in fact because they don't have that much stuff in common with me. I was sooooo lucky to find a friend like her, she built my confidence and made me laugh and now that's being all torn away from me. As I'm writing this I'm crying so much because I know I'll NEVER find someone like her again.
22-25, F