I Am Scared

I've had immunizations before. They've never bothered me. Had reactions but they weren't bad. The usual pain at injection site, rash, and sleepiness. I've recently gotten 3. I didn't really need them but decided that I should have them as a precaution. I'll be going off too college soon and new environment means new risk. After the three shots I was tired and a little dizzy. Just shook it off and got some sleep. I noticed that throughout the whole week I was exhausted. My mother told me it'll wear off soon. But one night I had woken up with a headache and a feeling that my face was rubber. I felt like a zombie. Something wasn't right. My head hurt, I was tired, my face felt so odd. I couldn't get up though. So I decided just to stick it out, stop being worried and try to sleep again. I eventually fell back asleep. It's been about two weeks and I still will wake up with a feeling that my face isn't right. My head hurting. My mind trying to wake me up but still in a dream. It's horrible. I've been thinking... Could this be from one of the shots? I've been anxious, but a different kind of anxious. Stirring up weird visual effects. Hallucinations? It's llike my mental set has changed. I don't understand this? My fear is that illll go back to the doctors and they'll say that there's nothing wrong. But for the first time in my life I think I'm scared for my health.