I Am Scared

Ah so you had an amygdala hijack! You and your dad had a fight and he made a threat that spoke to your most primitive responses. Give it some deeper thought. So what if he throws you out? It's not like he's got access to your bank account and is withholding your money or denying you your id documents. If he kicks you out it will be hard but you can cope. You can stay overnight with your bf and in the morning the two of you can find another place you can stay; student accommodation maybe or a lodger's room. It's not going to be forever.
Even more than that now you can begin to plan to get out from under your dad's thumb. Keep an eye out for alternative accommodation. Pare down your belongings so that you have your most valuable stuff ready to go. And then when you are ready tell your dad to get stuffed. Too many people still sell this concept that your family is everything and you can't survive without them. Bullshit! I got news for you, you get past a certain age YOU can decide who gets to be in your family and who gets to piss off. You can create an alternative family, don't let anyone tell you otherwise. You are tough. You just don't know it yet.

@TheDarkestZero My mom's side of the family moved out of state and they used to let me stay for a while. And I'm not close to my dad's side of the family:/ @dicavill I have no one to stay with and I just depend on my parents for very little. I'm still trying to get a ged because my counselor messed me up in hs. I also am trying to find a better job. @pinkrainbowkisses I have not been able to move out because of the ged issue and my boyfriend can't take me in right now due to money restrictions and school and the landlord he is renting from doesn't allow extra people to live there unless they are on the agreement:(

My daughter moved out when she was 18.. and she did fine.

@dicavill my boyfriend is out of state and can't move away because it's most reasonable near the school. I know once i get out and stable with a living situation with my boyfriend I'll be able to go with him to meet his family. They most likely will accept me more than blood family

He just hates me. He said he can't stand me :/ Most people think I don't understand them but he always has hated me ever since my brother was born. He said it right to my face

Oh dear 😞 Are you totally dependent on him or do you have some resources available to you, like some money or a friend you can bunk with?

[b][c=#009E4F]Whoa that's just...wrong. I'm sorry. DO you have a friend, or another family member, to take you in?[/c][/b]

Must be a reason..

Why is he kicking u out??