I Want to Tell You About My Day

Was just actually going to call him ..after so many years, googled his number...and all of a sudden, all the shit he posted about me all over internet ,surfaced. Wow. People never change. Asshole in 2013 still asshole in 2018===asshole for life. Hard to believe and easy to predict, what would have happened to me if we wound up together. Still don't understand what was the point of this experience in my life 🤔🤔 and why did I think at one point he was the love of my life and soulmate. WHY and FOR WHAT all of that craziness and all those feelings. I don't see the point ten years later...God??? I really don't ?? Or devil..🤔