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I Want A Long Deep Passionate Kiss

I can't remember my last romantic kiss. More than 20-years ago, it's hard to recall.

Kissing seems alien to me now. I may cry if I was ever kissed again. It would be such a monumental moment for me.

I do remember wonderful kisses before I married. How ironic that marriage brought me celibacy and no kisses.

What a waste of life. No kisses, no hugs, no love.

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Groofydorkgerdo · 56-60, M

I feel.your pain Carrissimmi, my wife and I are getting separated.
Our marriage was very physical.at first.
Year after year her critisizinf me for every little thinf takes it's toll. As did taking her for.granted at not showing her my appreciation for
Passion left along time ago and she has a tendency to.surround herself around bitter women who.love nothing better that inviting her and Ioout and male bash all.the night long, then get hatfull and more bitter when they see they can't steal.my joy.
Didn't want it to come.do.this, bit my wife deserves to be happy and content as.do.I, and.we.just male each other miserable anymore.
I hope it works out for you.

Carissimi · F

I'm really sorry about this, G. Your marriage seemed like a good one, so this is a real surprise. You always spoke with great affection for your wife.

I wish you both the best, but I know it will be difficult for a while.

Groofydorkgerdo · 56-60, M

@Carissimi: Thank you Carrisimi. I have tried to keep an optimistic outlook on life, including my marriage. Kind intentions and great affections can only go so far, when one is determined to feel sorry for ones self, which is part of the problem.
But it is as much my fault as it is hers. But please don't be sorry, as both me and my wife are still very friendly and looking forward tot he separation.
Truth be told, i was planning on leaving her for sometime, but i didn't want to leave her hurting.
I wanted to make sure she had a car and money, and all the household thingies one needs before i left, but she likes using my money to buy her daughters affection, which would have been fine but she spent money faster that it could be made.
To top it all off, they would joke and laugh about it like they were controlling me and manipulating me, but this is how i was raised, its all i know.
So yeah, now she is moving out, one of her daughters is riddled with tiny bout of cancer through her body.My wife is on the verge of a breakdown, not that she will acknowledge it, and i feel apprehension on the separation, as i have been their for there family through births, deaths, and life, I have been there for marriages, divorces, and separations. Through sicknesses and jail, and drug addictions and a host of other things i wont mention, .. I was there to support her and her daughters.
Kinda want to be there for them now, but i want happiness as my joy is weakening and it is a source of my strengthen my essence.

Carissimi · F

@Dorkgerdo: You deserve to keep your joy and strength. I wish you the very best. May you be happy.

Groofydorkgerdo · 56-60, M

@Carissimi: thank you Carrissimmi, and may be happy as well.
If you ever wanted to.move to California....