still in shock, still crying, still confused
i can't stop thinking about it. my friend was actually murdered.
as i drove home i saw the text that had been delivered, but never sent. i knew something was wrong when he didn't text me back within ten minutes. it's not like him. the next day i even texted him again and said "hey, are you okay?"
.......... the irony. i knew something was going on. the last time i saw him he was acting strange. he was being weird. it's like he was depressed or upset about something... and when he talked he was talking very quietly.
i feel so guilty. because i wish i had asked him if something was wrong. i wish i had asked him if everything was okay. but i didnt. even though there was plenty of times he asked me if i was okay when i was acting strange. I'm such a selfish person... 馃ズ i just hope he knows even though i didn't ask i still care.
i can't stop crying. i can't stop thinking about all of the young folks in my town dying. i'm so glad work was really busy to keep me distracted.
i just honestly can't believe this is happening.
he was so young. 22
as i drove home i saw the text that had been delivered, but never sent. i knew something was wrong when he didn't text me back within ten minutes. it's not like him. the next day i even texted him again and said "hey, are you okay?"
.......... the irony. i knew something was going on. the last time i saw him he was acting strange. he was being weird. it's like he was depressed or upset about something... and when he talked he was talking very quietly.
i feel so guilty. because i wish i had asked him if something was wrong. i wish i had asked him if everything was okay. but i didnt. even though there was plenty of times he asked me if i was okay when i was acting strange. I'm such a selfish person... 馃ズ i just hope he knows even though i didn't ask i still care.
i can't stop crying. i can't stop thinking about all of the young folks in my town dying. i'm so glad work was really busy to keep me distracted.
i just honestly can't believe this is happening.
he was so young. 22
26-30, F
