I Hate My Life Sometimes

[c=#7700B2]seems to be when stuff starts going ok for me in my life, my depression sets off and I feel like absolute crap for ages, gets to the point of just being out of bed is a huge struggle. all I want to do is sleep and just hope that I don't wake up ever again...
damn that's a nice thought.
I hate my messed up brain so much :( [/c]