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I Have a Mental Illness

I hate how depression and anxiety rules my life. It makes me shut people out because I feel like a burden to them, especially when I'm having an episode. I hate how tight my chest feels, how loud my heartbeat is, how the tears stream down my face. I can't look into the mirror without seeing a monster staring back. I need constant reassurance that my life matters, and always the thought that people would be better off without me comes creeping in. How can I feel so empty and so lonely when I'm surrounded by so many people that love me?
Beachlover · M
Try to fight the bad thoughts and concentrate on the good things around you , it is hard and when and episode hits it floors you and puts you back to square on try to enjoy the good things in nature and the people who care for you , best wishes
KhalDevil · 31-35, M
Living it.. Hate it, When you try to think about something and the mind shows you "100 ways it could go wrong" with the worst possible conclusion. And how depression takes over the proceedings then. Also how everything leads to the same infamous monochrome destination, "Emptiness". Just makes you feel worthless and hate your life.
Beachlover · M
Hope your going ok , and things haven't got on top of you to much today , best wishes to you

 
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