I WANT MY MOM BACK!!!!!!!

God why did you take my mom away?! She had two bad seizures and I think the second one did it! I WANT HER BACK!!!!!!! I WILL NOT BE OKAY FOR A WHILE SO DONT EXPECT ME TO GET OVER IT OR BE HAPPY AGAIN!
I will not be on here for a while. I need to be with my family right now. I am not sorry for feeling this way! I’m NOT!