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I Want to Disappear

Here I Am Again...... Again at home
Its 9:30 late at night
With 2 options run away and smoke maybe come back later
Keep sitting here feel my tears running down my cheeks
Listening to some depressing music
Watching videos of people cutting them self, suicide ect..
looking into the dark wondering why I am still here
I have nothing to give to others
Being ignored by everyone around me
Knowing monday is around the corner where I have to sit alone seeing others have fun and talking to each other
Knowing im an outcast for life
A loner with no purpose
I just want it all to end, feeling and my life in all

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Micayla

One thing that works for me is to go out that front door and meet people, do things and enjoy the outcome of the day. Sitting at home only stirs up the coulda, woulda, shoulda, attitude. There is so much to enjoy and so much to do, take it from someone who has had depression since age three.
I am involved with a Mental health group we meet once a week but we often get together for other things, going to concerts, going crabbing, taking walks in the park and my favorite going shopping for new clothes.

Littlemisssomebody

*big big hugs* You know I would be there to take you away from it all if I could Babe.

BerthildaHuffle

Berthilda knows your pain sugarplum Xxx ;)

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