I Am Lost, I Am Lost In My Mind, My Emotions, My Feelings

I know you wanna be
Far away from me
Spirits in the breeze
Weakened at my knees
Staring at the moon
I know I'll be there soon

Luna forever

Its not whatever
Stay sad for never
No matter the weather
I know we'll be together

Walking down the street
Staring at my feet
Wonder what lies
Beyond the winter trees
I'm so sick and tired
Of being sick and tired
I know I'm a letdown
I know I'm a liar

I hope I find her
This is a reminder
That I'm the one to blame
Always the spark that ignites the flame

Its not whatever
Stay sad for never
No matter the weather

Luna forever

I dont care at all
That's my biggest fault
Ignoring every text
Ignoring every call
All I do is run
All I do is hide
Frightened by the world
So I stay inside

At night forever
I'll sleep for never
Awake together

Luna forever

I just wanna go
I'm far away from home
Up at 3AM
Just staring at my phone
I'm a waste of space
Standing in the rain

And feeling nothing

I'll stand for something

Always be nothing

I'll just sit in silence

Tears fall from my eyelids..