I Am Lost, I Am Lost In My Mind, My Emotions, My Feelings

Whilst I don't think people using this as a sounding board is a bad idea....It's made me realise I can't talk to my friends. Or I don't trust people not to judge. I feel very alone sometimes....A lot of my PMs appear to be fishing (which is normal enough I guess) but it makes me sad. Where does one meet real friends these days?