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I Am Always Lost

Idk why I let fear and getting overwhelmed control my life so much lol ever since I could remember, Idk why I do that why,whyyyyy..what purpose am I here. To make ppl laugh, or cry, expose truths? Or tell ugly lies..

Yet hiding my own dark inner thoughts or jokes that is too tabboo for this platform. Idk why troll is such a bad thing, troll can also have a positive light to it,to not make this place feel so serious, to just be free and joke about dark matters so its easier to cope,Or is it just me being serious myself and trapped in my own head.

even hiding love in fear of looking like a hypocite but like I know Im alr that lol like everyone else.

Idk why I let rules control me..sometimes I feel all I have turned to is a ball of insecurity and hate..I dont wanna turn into a ball of hate, but I idk, will this help or worsen everything? Will sorries trap me or free me?

A lot of times I feel words and people people persecute is not justified to the "crime".. so many others get away with can be trivial but also such sick things, to leave and have that thought at the back of my head haunts me.

Its always safe to just think "no one needs or wants me" "I'll just do more harm than good" "someone else will say it"

Its just excuses telling me that I cant be worth to anything, but Im entitled to my own opinions, my own ways of thinking, and if u are offeneded Im sorry, I just wanna make ppl laugh, and seek truth, and if u feel like I have helped, I am glad.

Confidence..just gota be confident
Am I too honest and transparent? Lol

(Not seeking sympathy just #sayin)

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SW-User

You and I are are a lot alike. 😕

Be who you want to be. Say what you want to say. The people on here don’t matter. This isn’t supposed to be a place of life consequences.

Seems people have forgotten that this was meant to be a place of anonymity. Everyone gets so focused on someone being a certain person. It’s maddening. This is meant to be a place of relief and conversation without judgement and harassment.

You do you. Fuck everyone else. Everyone else can suck a dick. 🙃 Be a troll.

wakanda4eva · 26-30, F

@SW-User thanks :)

wakanda4eva · 26-30, F

@SW-User "Seems people have forgotten that this was meant to be a place of anonymity. Everyone gets so focused on someone being a certain person. It’s maddening. This is meant to be a place of relief and conversation without judgement and harassment."

I feel like this can be intreprated in different ways, but thats what I wanna do fam lol expose the anonymous, sometimes the certain someone deserve to be outed for their doings. judge and well "harass" people that deserve it in my eyes.

SW-User

@wakanda4eva just be careful you don’t lose sight of the moral line.

wakanda4eva · 26-30, F

@SW-User like u said,

"
Be who you want to be. Say what you want to say. The people on here don’t matter. This isn’t supposed to be a place of life consequences."XD

but also this aint omegle, Ima hunt dem asssses like rabbits boy

SW-User

@wakanda4eva they don’t matter, but you being insensitive because you lose sight matters.

wakanda4eva · 26-30, F

@SW-User seems a little hypocritical coming from self glorified a hole mystery 👀

SW-User

@wakanda4eva what you saying? 🧐

wakanda4eva · 26-30, F

@SW-User that u self glorify urself as an ahole to avoid responsibility for ur actions?

SW-User

😂; such as?

What have I done? In what way have I self-glorified myself? @wakanda4eva

wakanda4eva · 26-30, F

@SW-User hmm not recently, but I could have sworn that was mostly the persona u was trying to potray lol

SW-User

🤦🏻‍♂️, you know nothing fishy lasagna@wakanda4eva