I Am Sick and Tired of Being Sick and Tired

So tired of this thing people call addiction so sick of people using it as an excuse for the pain they cause so sick of waking up or coming home my shit gone or a mf done disappeared for days at a time or waking up in the middle of the night and they are missing so sick of the psin so sick of the worry so sick of the anger the rage i feel inside so sick of trying to save someone who doesnt wanna be saved so sick of starting iver so sick of having no one love me but I do love me and its time to get away from this husband of mine ive tried im tired im done