I Am Sick and Tired of Being Sick and Tired
i am drifting now.. at a crossroads, i cannot bear to stay in my home any longer. if i do i just might go insane, i dont belong there just like a deer is not suppose to live with wolves. yea.. thats what i feel like. a deer in a wolves den. i am honestly too afraid to leave but i am too weak to move on. like the feeling of being stuck between sleep and awake, only both are a nightmare. but they keep saying nightmares end.. maybe they are right, maybe i could pinch myself awake, let all the people on here down, break promises and vows ive made to them..
No. Thats not me. But if that isn't than who am i really?
Nothing..
i am drifting.. losing patience as the wall finnaly closes in on me. Yea i know what your thinking as your reading this, how can i help this person? are these the only kind of posts anyone like to really write about on this site? so young, still much to learn still much to see, eventually you will grow out of it. oh great, another suicidal teen making a post filled with nothing but whining. honestly i dont really care what you label me as.. a person can only take so much for a certain amount of time. or a person could go through something and just pretend they are invincible.. either way. i never chose to be like this, i never asked for help, or even attention. i am just.. drifting into nothing. and there is nothing anyone can say, or do to save me. only because you, the reader of this experience are a little like me.
No. Thats not me. But if that isn't than who am i really?
Nothing..
i am drifting.. losing patience as the wall finnaly closes in on me. Yea i know what your thinking as your reading this, how can i help this person? are these the only kind of posts anyone like to really write about on this site? so young, still much to learn still much to see, eventually you will grow out of it. oh great, another suicidal teen making a post filled with nothing but whining. honestly i dont really care what you label me as.. a person can only take so much for a certain amount of time. or a person could go through something and just pretend they are invincible.. either way. i never chose to be like this, i never asked for help, or even attention. i am just.. drifting into nothing. and there is nothing anyone can say, or do to save me. only because you, the reader of this experience are a little like me.
