I Am Sick and Tired of Being Sick and Tired

I am sick again tonight. Sorry this is a bit gruesome in places stop reading now if you don't wanna know ;)

Maybe it's Maple syrup too that causes this. Maybe it's still the soya from this morning's kingsmill bread roll.

I get an irritation on the way out the back passage of my body. It's about a foot in I guess. I have to sit there pushing until all the bad comes out. Looks and smells normal mostly. But eventually. .. mucus comes out. After lots of that, I'm usually fine again. But that can take days, sitting there on and off the loo.

and my sister just woke me up to be let in, forgot her house key. took me ages to get to sleep cos of this, now I have to do it all over again. But she had a great night singing on stage so I couldn't ruin it for her.

so I posted here instead. ...