I Am Lost In Life

Life Has Reseved Me A Spot...... In my present life, I feel like the mass hurricane of all these sudden changes and experiences has captured me. I feel as if I've gotten lost in the ocean. I feel trapped. But refreshingly trapped. As if, I'm comfortable not being at my best. As if life has reserved me a spot where I feel unfamiliar, so unfamiliar that I can just allow life to sweep by and only feel numb. I feel lost... And strangely, I've adapted. I lack concern for anything anymore.. Settling and festering, I want to so longingly be reborn and brought back to life... I want to be apart of the world again... Not serve as solely its melancholy audience..