I Am Lost In Life

Going through a lot right now, and well there are days in which I don't know what to do, kind of like today. I currently work 2 jobs, I go to school full time, this is my final semester and I am suppose to be working on a final project that I have yet to get started. I am a father have kids, and am currently going through a break up with my spouse. I find there are times I just am not able to focus on anything. School work is behind, along with work from work, and well I just feel lost. The other half is already moving on with someone else, and has pretty much disappeared from the kids life. I sit here alone, trying to figure out what to do. I try to work on what needs to get done, but I find I would rather do something else, like go for a drive, watch TV, or sleep. When asked something I usually answer is I don't know. What happened? Where did things go wrong? Why can't I deal with this? I just don't know where to start, where to turn, or how to get back on track and stay that way in my life right now.

WynterSolstice

You are going through a normal response. You are grieving for what life you lost. You are feeling lost and depressed, I know life continues, responsibilities, pressing matters eat our time and to some, the busyness help bury their pain but when not given the proper time to grieve and ponder, you don't heal well. You end up bringing the baggage with you or you don't come to a point of...that's it! I need to wake up and move on. Some end up like zombies for a long time bec they didn't allow themselves to get mad and get sad, cry, grieve and get over whatever it was. They are stuck in a fog.