I Am Lost In Life

Going through a lot right now, and well there are days in which I don't know what to do, kind of like today. I currently work 2 jobs, I go to school full time, this is my final semester and I am suppose to be working on a final project that I have yet to get started. I am a father have kids, and am currently going through a break up with my spouse. I find there are times I just am not able to focus on anything. School work is behind, along with work from work, and well I just feel lost. The other half is already moving on with someone else, and has pretty much disappeared from the kids life. I sit here alone, trying to figure out what to do. I try to work on what needs to get done, but I find I would rather do something else, like go for a drive, watch TV, or sleep. When asked something I usually answer is I don't know. What happened? Where did things go wrong? Why can't I deal with this? I just don't know where to start, where to turn, or how to get back on track and stay that way in my life right now.

Emmastyle

Alacketet is also rite. See if someone could watch the kids for a bit. Getting out being social is important. Even if it's just going for coffee alone or to dinner with some friends. You would be surprised how much that alone can help. It's hard if you start to sink. You gotta keep swimming. I really had a hard time. It was like a death in my life. I didn't mourn the loss of my ex because I hated him and was glad he was gone. But it was the loss of that part of my life. Everything was changing and I was going to now be responsible for everything. All on my own.
4 years later were doing good. I even bought my own home. There is a light at the end of the tunnel. It's not going to happen overnight, but you can get there.