I "am Lost And Don't Know What I'm Doing Anymore"

I find when I feel this way I find surrounding myself with happiness and good friends always pulls me out fast :) if you are finding yourself dealing with drama a lot especially with certain people you need to get rid of those people in your life indefinitely and find some people who will understand and accept you. I was friends with a girl for 6-7 years and we had our ups and downs and I loved her but in the end I had to leave the friendship because she was changing me into something I didn't like and it was affecting me in a negative way and so once she was gone life actually became so much easier, I didn't need to be a different person around her and my other friends. So hopefully this helps :)