I Think I Am A Waste Of Space

There are people i've had to stop talking to because i've felt like a victim around them. They have their lives together so well that i have nothing to offer them and all i can do is NEED this or that. That's why i've gone away, let me get myself together to their level of self responsibility and competence, Let me just work on me without always feeling beneath THEM. Let me stop being such a waste of space that my husband would push me out of the way so that STRANGERS would not be inconvenienced. i don't even know where i can walk or stand or sit so that i'm not in anyone's way.