I Am Making My Life Better

I know I’ve already posted about this today and I don’t mean to keep going on but I think I’ve made myself depressed a lot this year by constantly over thinking about my past and what I don’t have in life. I’ve been thinking about my past almost daily and what I don’t have what everyone else has. I know I don’t have a job yet due to my mental illness but at least I can do what I want , go were I want and get up when I want, I don’t have a car yet that’s because I’ve only just applied for my driving licence as I didn’t know if I could drive with my problems, I don’t a have group of friends but I have two good ones and it’s up to tell ask them if I want to hang out with them. I really need to stop overthinking as I’m ruining the chances of being truly happy with my life. But I’ve been thinking about this year and I’m really starting to realise it’s not been too bad this year. But that is never perfect , I’ve still gone through a lot this year but I’m really going to have to start appreciating what I have otherwise i don’t think I will ever be happy and I have to really start leaving the past in the past and just accept that my past was fucked up and move on from there.