I Have Dysthymia

I am actually wondering if that´s what I have. The description sounds exactly as I feel right now and the way I´ve felt for a long time.

A few minutes ago I was wondering if anyone has been diagnosed with Dysthymia. I posted a question and right after I posted it I went to YouTube and there was this song on as a suggestion. I´ve never heard it before. I clicked on it and the lyrics gave me goosebumps because that is exactly how I feel.

Life works in mysterious ways.

Here are the lyrics to that song.



i cant deny
im paralysed from the inside
every day i wake to feel the same

and every time
you ask me how im feeling
i just smile and tell you that im fine

i dont know why
im terrified of everything
just to call the doctor seems daunting

for most of my life
ive felt a sharp uncertainty
now its just become a part of me

i cant deny
im paralysed from the inside
every day i wake to feel the same

and every time
you ask me how im feeling
i just smile and tell you that im fine

its hard to stay true
to myself and to you
i cant measure up to
this girl you thought you knew

this aching in my heart
is tearing me apart
but darling all your love
is somehow not enough

[youtube=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lYcp1bUb4lU]