I Don't Think People Listen to Me
My dad called me at about 10:30 this morning and told me that he's moving to California in about two weeks. I told him okay. He said he'll come drop the dogs off and I said, "You can't do that. Mom doesn't want the dogs."
He said, "Well, maybe you could have a friend take care of them?"
I said, "No, I'm not forcing my dogs on anyone."
He said, "I thought you wanted them."
I told him, "I do want them, but mom doesn't and it's her house."
He said, "Well I'll call you again when I'm dropping them off." then he said bye and we hung up.
After that he sent me a text with the address and name of the ranch he's moving to and said I can visit anytime I like. Then another text telling me that if I do all the things that made him miserable in his life I'll be happy, and to believe him.
I'm so frustrated that I'm on the brink of tears and I have to see important people in about ten minutes. So if this doesn't end in an anxiety attack in front of people I need to like me, I'll deem this day adequate. Otherwise, I'll add it to my mental vault of repressed memories e,e
He said, "Well, maybe you could have a friend take care of them?"
I said, "No, I'm not forcing my dogs on anyone."
He said, "I thought you wanted them."
I told him, "I do want them, but mom doesn't and it's her house."
He said, "Well I'll call you again when I'm dropping them off." then he said bye and we hung up.
After that he sent me a text with the address and name of the ranch he's moving to and said I can visit anytime I like. Then another text telling me that if I do all the things that made him miserable in his life I'll be happy, and to believe him.
I'm so frustrated that I'm on the brink of tears and I have to see important people in about ten minutes. So if this doesn't end in an anxiety attack in front of people I need to like me, I'll deem this day adequate. Otherwise, I'll add it to my mental vault of repressed memories e,e
26-30, F
