Blablabla fat ass!

In a way I guess I take care of my neighbor I go to the store for him I hang out with him... In reality though I am nothing to him in reality I am nothing to no one. I just got done taking a nice long job and I am in the shower and he comes and knocks on my door yelling something and then calling me fat ass I am always something but I am never my name I am never me me just as me means nothing I mean nothing. I feel like when some one extends friendship they are really after something else no one has ever liked me for being just me.