I Am Too Old to Be Young But Too Young to Be Old

It seems that time is passing me by. I know I can be a real smart-ass and I'm kind of good at it sometimes. But that's younger generation it's like insults are just normal and it's not considered an insult. But then when I say something that's considered rude it's different. I just don't get it I'm an old man now. Back in the day I hitchhiked all over this country from one Coast to the other I lived on beaches I was a squatter punk I did it all had too many friends to count and too many acquaintances that I would want and I had my share of women. I remember when I was younger I used to look at some of the older fellows and you can tell that their Prime was over and I often wondered did they ever have a click where they over cool? Well now I think I know the answer just looks like how I am now. I tell you youngins one thing though I can out party you out drink you out drug you 12 of you put together hands down. What is accomplishments this is where Nia this is what nihilism gives you when you decide at 18 nihilism is going to be your philosophy to live by I'm sure no one can read this