I Am Numb

Girlfriend said we needed to take a break until I figured myself out or the like which is fancy talk for breaking up.the sad part is I'm not even mad or upset it's happened so many times that I'm just numb to it.like I just don't feel anything anymore. She said it wasn't forever but yeah. Isn't the first time my depression ruined something we we're together for a year and four months. but I'm not mad or anything just don't feel phased by it. She says the break will help me I don't even know if thats the case. Hmmmmm guess I'll go clean it's all I'm good for these days