I Love to Swim In My Clothes

I love to get wet in my clothes. Shopping for them is always ba<x>sed around this. To me it's a great feeling and a big turn on. But I'm sixteen and no one knows. It started because I was self conscious about my body so I wore clothes while swimming and later festered into a turn on. We rarely go swimming though so the only way I get to get it out is a secret clothed shower every once in a while. I'm on a group on fb but I don't do anything but look at the pictures for fear of people finding out. My family is going through a lot and aren't the nicest when it comes to stuff like this. It's normally cold where I live and I don't like the ocean or swimming in natural body's of water (sanitary issues). Any ideas on how to face this. Like I said I'm only sixteen and not sure what to do.