I Am A Athiest

I was a typical depressed anxty American kid. "Nobody loves me. There's no god" ECT. But that depression is what made me question the existence of God. I after twenty years I haven't changed my mind.
But when I first started talking about being athiest, I got a lot of static about it. Now, it seems more and more people are willing to claim and athiest. But inevitably with in a few sentences they're talking at aliens. It's all starting to sound like the same ball of wax. For thousand of years humans have been looking at the sky and asking each other "Do you thing someone is looking at us"