I Confess

I don't think those who are termed as toxic, many of them are really toxic. I think many of these people just carry the burden of the neglect, abuse and mistreatment which others inflicted upon them. I think they're forced to believe or walk in through certain paths that's self destructive and cynical, coated with boundless hatred and anger. Yet the demeanour that these people reflect are regurgitate responsibility. I think a persons toxicity dies of that person's identifies the root cause of his actions and hold a will to change it. A truly toxic person is probably those who use it for the amusement of their egos and twisted personality. I rent think I'm like that. My conscience always entertain me with corroding regrets after sometime.

I have been termed as a toxic person and always deep down I've accepted it. My arrogance or my angry remarks have brought sadness and disappointment among some. I struggle between these constant battles of me and my conscience. I'm sorry to those who had believed in me and I couldn't respect it. But I will always work on myself and try to present the best of me that's avaliable at that moment.


I'm just trying to build a place in the vastness where regrets are oblivious and tranquility is the anthem.

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