I Sometimes Can't Talk About Whats Hurting Me
Dont Take It For Granted... For so long I have been chasing waterfalls, and hunting for pots of gold at the end of rainbows. Wishing,hoping,praying for more friends, a better home, a girl friend, business opportunity, family value. etc. things that so many people take for granted but that always seem to evade me.
I'm done being so busy, catering to people, working to get some where, Going out of my way to help. giving a damn about other peoples lives while not being included. I'm so often ignored, forgotten,denied, or looked down on.
I am just going to stop and smell the few roses I have left. I will try to forget all the times I have been disappointed and disheartened. Cuz its just not worth a damn.
Time to sit and smell 1 rose at a time, until theres nothing left.
I'm done being so busy, catering to people, working to get some where, Going out of my way to help. giving a damn about other peoples lives while not being included. I'm so often ignored, forgotten,denied, or looked down on.
I am just going to stop and smell the few roses I have left. I will try to forget all the times I have been disappointed and disheartened. Cuz its just not worth a damn.
Time to sit and smell 1 rose at a time, until theres nothing left.
36-40, M
