I Am An Understanding Individual

And I hate it sometime times 😠 What recently happened was that I needed my friend to be with me. I told them this and they knew I need them. However, when it came time to be there for me. He was off playing his games!! I was pissed because I put in a TON of work being there for him, caring for him, and so much (bad word) MORE! But games come first I guess. 😡

Anyway, what I hate about being so understanding is that at time like these it can cause conflict with in me. I understand if he forgot about me, he had this cool new toy (a new PS4) to play with and I honestly would have done the same in his shoes. Also, I don't think he really read my message but glazed over it. So he didn't really know I needed him. So I want to blow this off as one big mistake. Then again he really did hurt me by ignoring me when I needed him. So because I understand why he did what he did, it makes it hard for me to decided on if I should yell at him like I want to or blow it off.

This is why I hate being understanding of people. 😠