I Want To Confess

Yes I've hurt my lover a lot and that's the only reason she left me.i been telling lies to others that she left me cuz she never loved me. But the truth is she loved me more than anyone else has ever done, but I always hurt her. Whatever story you say to others doesn't heal you because deep down the truth is inside you and you know it very well.
Yes I'm a bad person and too coward to suicide.
People like me should not exist in this world cuz they don't deserve love.
I just wish if i ever get her back so I'll give her all the happiness and take all pain from her life but it's too late and this is only a dream now.
I just wanna say don't ever hurt someone that loves you because nowadays it's really hard to find someone like that .