I Want Kids

@realrare Not everything in life is easy, but, we don't just curl up and stop living it because it's hard... sometimes, we have to suck it up and lay it at the feet of the one who knows that we are too little for this and wants to help us to carry the burden.

Now, how do you do that if you keep hiding from him???

Yes sis, she knows.... she’ll try @HootyTheNightOwl

@realrare Back before Sire became my Sire, i was trying to gauge His interest in owning me and He said something to me on kik that stung me in my hyper sensitive state, so i ran to SW to "hide" from Him (i didn't know how to turn my light out back then, so He could see me here - and i didn't care).

One of our more interesting chats was the one where i admitted that i was hiding from Him - even though my light was on. i still wouldn't go to kik because i couldn't face the rejection that i was sure i had gotten.

i know it's not always easy to be your most vulnerable with someone else... but, sometimes, there are people who accept you at your most vulnerable and the only way you can see what type of person you have is by letting them in past your armor.