Love or not to Love?, that is the question.
I've been seeing a therapist for at least 2 years now and that time, she has helped me with my emotional feelings and vice versa. She has also made me feel something that I've never felt before and I never thought it would never happen to me either. She taught me to Love someone. To sum it up, I'm in Love with her. She's smart, sophisticated, intelligent, beautiful and everytime I had a session every other week to 2 weeks, I never told her because I was afraid, ashamed, embarrassed and I didn't know how to tell her. In the therapy industry, they call it transference but I refuse to believe that because my feelings for this woman are real. I don't cry for her, I think about her every so often and wander what she's up to. We've shared some things through therapy that were not part of the session. Now, my therapy sessions are coming to an end and all I can say, when this happens, I'm going to really miss her. She says, that she isn't going anywhere and is always available whenever I need to talk again. Maybe I need to tell her the Truth because I can't hold on to these feelings forever.