I Am Not Ashamed of Sexuality

Sex, desire for sex is natural, but there are those who just take and abuse, and leave a vacuum behind them.

My sister says like it or not my father has probably had to piecemeal an arrangement so I may be married, and there's no telling what concessions he may have had to make just because at age twelve I was set upon by several migrants and raped!

Sitting last night and thinking about that consequence has filled me with a sense of dread, not for myself, but for my father, the humiliation he may have felt having to negotiate this marriage with such a handicap.

I am saddened to have caused him this pain by the circumstances which befell me.