When I am old...

@SW-User Yes, God, wants you to reach out and live!! (;

@Ladyred ya, live in Christ.

@SW-User That is a very personal decision. And not one anyone can force you into!

@Ladyred force?🤔🤔 trying to remember now that you mentioned it anyone forcing me . No don't recall actually. It's just when I lived "by myself or for myself or just myself", i don't really know how to put it, I was being constantly torn between anxiety, depression, doom, fear, happiness, being down, back into depression, then being happy with someone...then without anyone lol I mean, it was like never ending whirlpool of emotions where I had a hard time trying to figure out what was going on. I grew tired. Thank fully life in Christ is peaceful ...cause He took it all away and I started feeling shielded and free... 🤔🤔 inside my soul. Um...I don't know how else to put it. But just today I was put into a situation that literally had the power to "tear my heart in pieces" a few months ago... It did not have an effect today cause I just, I don't, "transferred " it to God, or it felt like it. I like it.

@SW-User take a deep breathe..the one thing we forget to do is breathe..We all have a story, and no story is more important than the other, in fact when we come together the emotions are the same, just the stories are different and we have all forgotten how to breathe.

@Ladyred I tried this breathing technique one million times many times through many stories and did work actually but for 30 seconds. Not what I m talking about

@SW-User What are you talking about? Because I'm talking about death? And growing older..not that I'm gonna die because I grow older..but I believe in facing death head on...

@Ladyred ya. I think I probably meant the same 🤔 ooooh. I wanted to say that I don't question/think/ or worry about it like I did before, cause I put it in God's hands... I used to ask myself that also.

@Ladyred I mean, I noticed that God does things better than me. So, if I put it in His hands , it will come out better than what I would try to master myself. He deals with my emotions better then me too. So, just let Him do everything 🤷

God , please let Ladyred understand/feel that what I am talking about. She is so nice . ... It's a different "experience"... 🤔

@SW-User Also that is a lie, God does his part, you do your part it's a partnership not a Democracy.

@Ladyred yes, it is. You are almost there...one more step ☺️ one more step

@SW-User Are you talking about Jesus Christ?

@Ladyred ya. Who else would I be talking about

@SW-User ncha allah