I Have Cut Myself Before

Maybe you can play a game in your phone to distract yourself or listen to some music.
Trying to learn gardening really helped me forget about my self harm thoughts and that is how I started deviating my reactions to more constructive use. You can try that.
I wish I could reach to where you are and give you a big hug.

Don't do it. It won't help

How do you eat an steak at yo house😕

dont

well you can use your teeth.

I heard they're pretty sharp