I Want to Get Married

I really look forward to getting married. I am realistic. I know we are going to fight, I know she is going to get on my last nerve, I know there is going to be jealousy, I know there will be bad times. The best part of all of that stuff is we will make up from our fights. She will be on my last nerve but I will once again realize, it is those things that get on my nerves that make me love her, that make her the person she is, the person I fell in love with, the person I committed the rest of my life to. I know even though there is jealousy, in the end it will drive us closer. There will be bad times but we will get through them together. She will make me cry, she will make me smile, she will make me scream or bang my fist in frustration, she will be the one thing in my life I can always count on. She will know I am hers and there is absolutely no one that can tear me apart from her. She will be my friend, she will be my best friend, even in marriage she will be my fiancee, she will be that girl that I married , she will be my wife, my confidant. It will be amazing to give myself to a woman, to know her like no one else can know her. To have her know that I am so guarded but she is the only one that has been able to tear down my barriers and know I am fully vulnerable to her. The thought of it all makes me happy, it gives me something to live for, it makes me want to keep going through heartache because she is out there. She will bless me with her presence and love some day. I really can't wait