I Should Delete My Account
I am considering it. I am not mentally well enough to any longer deal with you people.
I used to come on here for fun. But every time I even try and make a fun/lighthearted post, someone needs to complain and bring my good mood down. I know I should not let it effect me, but the thing is, I have not been well for many years now. It does effect me. I am very sensitive.
But I do want to say, some of you really need to get off your fucking soap box.
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So many of you on here claim that I am negative, that I am a troll, that I’m so horrible but I don’t think you seem to realize that I am NOT forcing you to respond to my posts or interact with me. Yes, I have made troll posts but I do not make them serious enough to purposely offend anyone. I can be negative but that’s because I want to express my true feelings. You claim that there is something wrong with me mentally but yet you insult me. How does that make you any better than me? When I see a mentally unwell person, the last thing I think I should do is insult them. I never go on anyone else’s posts to insult them, tell them about themselves, to troll, or be negative. I keep all of that on MY own posts. I tease and my humor is more abrasive. You don’t have to like it, I understand that’s not for everyone. But you’re foolish to think that you are any better than me when you’re the ones coming on my posts to “correct” my behavior. Sorry but I only respond well to positive reinforcement. Telling me how you feel in a direct way feels cold to me and it will only cause me to lash out. That’s how I work. If you want to interact that way with me, that’s your choice but don’t act surprised when I respond the exact way a mentally unstable person would.
I do understand that writing all this will have no effect and come off as attention seeking. That’s why I feel I should *probably* delete my account. It is stupid for me to let any of you emotionally effect me.
I used to come on here for fun. But every time I even try and make a fun/lighthearted post, someone needs to complain and bring my good mood down. I know I should not let it effect me, but the thing is, I have not been well for many years now. It does effect me. I am very sensitive.
But I do want to say, some of you really need to get off your fucking soap box.
[youtube=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IeL8EYtbVw0]
So many of you on here claim that I am negative, that I am a troll, that I’m so horrible but I don’t think you seem to realize that I am NOT forcing you to respond to my posts or interact with me. Yes, I have made troll posts but I do not make them serious enough to purposely offend anyone. I can be negative but that’s because I want to express my true feelings. You claim that there is something wrong with me mentally but yet you insult me. How does that make you any better than me? When I see a mentally unwell person, the last thing I think I should do is insult them. I never go on anyone else’s posts to insult them, tell them about themselves, to troll, or be negative. I keep all of that on MY own posts. I tease and my humor is more abrasive. You don’t have to like it, I understand that’s not for everyone. But you’re foolish to think that you are any better than me when you’re the ones coming on my posts to “correct” my behavior. Sorry but I only respond well to positive reinforcement. Telling me how you feel in a direct way feels cold to me and it will only cause me to lash out. That’s how I work. If you want to interact that way with me, that’s your choice but don’t act surprised when I respond the exact way a mentally unstable person would.
I do understand that writing all this will have no effect and come off as attention seeking. That’s why I feel I should *probably* delete my account. It is stupid for me to let any of you emotionally effect me.
