I was thinking about this the other day- an experience I had watching someone die.it was in a hospital ICU. the man was laying on a hospital bed and the doctor was jumping around him injecting him like just stabbing him with sodium bicarb. (I think thats what it was) his family was all around him crying. i was just standing there... See More »
I took 4 days off of work and I can honestly say I resent my job at a soul levelI needed a break and I felt peace, I felt free. Today was my first day back and I went right back into the hate my life depression spiral. I felt angry again and annoyed and my happiness was gone. I know I need a new job but what? That's just it I... See More »
There's no reason to read thisMy mental health is getting worse again. The intrusive thoughts are starting to win little by little and the suicidal thoughts are getting a little tiny bit stronger and more difficult to contain each day. I wonder what I'm holding on for when most... See More »
how do you live with minor disfigurementsi used to bite my nails a lot due to bad nerves...now my thumbnails have grown back in a disfigured way and because i'm vain, it gets me down sometimes when i look at them? how do you cope with having minor disfigurements? does anyone else have... See More »
