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I Don't Know What to Do Next

Looking... I'm looking for something to believe in, but the truth is I don't expect it to happen that way, you want something and you let it slip away I guess. So I guess I can't look for it but I need to just live life and do something. At this point I am not social at all, I literally have no friends where I live and thats on me for being so distant and cold. Im just letting life pass me by and doing nothing, every day is the same at home feeling bad doing shit, getting pissed off by my family. I need to find something in the world that I really enjoy but I just can't, nothing makes me happy, the things that should are meh and when im down im as down as you can see, crying and whatever. I'm just looking for something I can say alright I like this, maybe I am asking for too much and am suppose to live like this, but if thats the case I guess im going to speed something up

Somewhere along the way I lost my train of thought again and this came out like the complete B.S I am so whatever, I know it is shit
N2Wishin
It's never about how others make you feel, it's about how you internalize what's happening to you that matters. Dig deep, think about just one year from today, or make it smaller, one month, what would you like to hear yourself say then? The same ole, same ole stuff? No, be honest with yourself, don't pretend, this is YOUR LIFE man, get on with it the way YOU see fit! It's a journey, plan your trip and then take the ride. Go, be and do the thing that wakes up your soul. Otherwise, you will live with painful regret, you deserve SO much more, you know this to be true. You Are You, and you deserve to treat your life like kings do, with royal deliberateness (sp?) now go...do the thing that matters to your heart of hearts. Make friends, hold hands, find travel buddies! Life is too short!
emilystrange105
hi omg i went thru almost the exact same thing, and am still kind of going through it. people kept telling me to find something i liked to do and i really couldn't find anything i liked to do. nothing motivated me remotely. i think when you're in that space its not like you can just pull yourself out you know. i found some things i believe in now but it took me a really f***ing long time to get into them. i wonder if it always has to be this painful.
JustScott
I am not sure how old you are..but if you are an adult, get the hell away from the family..that is a big step, but being on your own will help boost your confidence level..hell bro, if you live near TN you can come hang out for a while if you need to do a head check.
mynewhate · 31-35, M
I don't have any money and live on the west coast
One69
Star believing in Yourself, that might help a bit ?.

 
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