I Am a Masochist
There are so many different labels out there in the world. I've always considered myself a sub that practices CDD. Sometimes perhaps a slave but more so in play.
But as the years have gone on and in recent times I definitely feel now that I am a masochist and obviously a sub as well. I hate being punished by husband but Incant deny that more often than not, when disciplined by him I find myself aroused. For me it's about the power differential and seeing him in a dominant protective light. It's tough to explain and I realize this is lent for everyone but for me it's what I strive for.
But as the years have gone on and in recent times I definitely feel now that I am a masochist and obviously a sub as well. I hate being punished by husband but Incant deny that more often than not, when disciplined by him I find myself aroused. For me it's about the power differential and seeing him in a dominant protective light. It's tough to explain and I realize this is lent for everyone but for me it's what I strive for.