I Am a Masochistunfortunately im stuck with people that care about me so burning myself is too obvious. i have to be subtle about it but really the beanie was the only way i could hurt myself so i have no way to actually do it...... physically emotionally is a...See More »
I Am a Masochisti like to hurt myself any chance i get. my mom thinks i have no feeling but i just purposely burn myself with the beanie whenever it gets hot. the shower water is hot but my mom knows i like to be warm so i just dont say anything
I Am a MasochistI am a masochist... Wishing my sadist was out there. I crave pain. People just don't understand. Too gentle. Anyone else?
I Am a MasochistI get to wake up at 05:00, go directly to the gym after forcing down a boiled egg some black coffee and some water, work out vigorously (leg day heavy), shower and change at the gym, go directly to work, and then come home and do homework. Then...See More »
I Am a MasochistJust sitting here. Watching. Waiting. I don't want it to happen, but I cannot look away...
I Am a MasochistThere are so many different labels out there in the world. I've always considered myself a sub that practices CDD. Sometimes perhaps a slave but more so in play. But as the years have gone on and in recent times I definitely feel now that I am a...See More »
I Am a MasochistI love making people so mad that they beat me like a bitch… it's fun to watch how much they enjoy me suffer. I also love heartbreak. ANY kind of emotional pain from people I love or trust. It's satisfying… I am obsessed with this.
I Am a MasochistI think I am messed up. For as long as I can remember, when I was very young, I remember I liked certain things, and I used to get such a feeling when boys would treat me a certain way. I didn't know what it was until literally last year (I was 15)...See More »
I Am a MasochistNothing better then a girl I get along with that's a masochist brat for the sadist i am.
I Am a MasochistDoes anyone else wear cilices? I make mine from belts and tacks and wear them extra tight on each thigh. I want to learn how to make chain-mail ones and I plan to make four smaller ones for my arms and two more for my thighs. Is that too much? Lol....See More »