I Think Saying Goodbye Is the Hardest Thing to Do

It always has been difficult for me to say goodbye but I need to do this however hard it hurts me.

I won't make this long.

I entered this place in late july 2018 as a place to grieve my sister. I was very belligerant because I was angry with God and received viscious attacks in SW because of my attitude. Some of my haters became friends. It's strange how these things go isn't it?

To my haters, please do not think that Italy and Italians are as I may have purveyed them to be.

To my likers, (very few), Italy has many, many bad aspects and my haters cought on to one of them: me.


I had the privilage to have known some very, very beautiful people in here I only hope they perceived me as such as well.

I actually spoke on phone with Lyricalone. A truly and profoundly beautiful person. She deserves much, much more than I was able to give her. Respect her please.

I will miss her, very, very much! I will miss Lion and other very good people in here such as Cierzo, Novembermoon. Beautiful people.

I'm not cut out to be in social forums. I'm too serious and the pissing around, as if under the effects of laughing gas doesn't do it for me.

When my personal posts written from my heart are touched by shallow people with their own personal dramas, it's still an invasion and encroachment I always found hard to tollerate. That's what happened this morning with a user that caused me to be rude with Lyricalone that had nothing to do with the issue. She blocked me and had every right in doing so. I can leash out at people close to me when I become negative. I can't help it. It's beyond my power to stop.

I really needed this place more than I cared to aknowledge.

I'm leaving because I don't know how to stop being nasty towards people that care for me when I feel under attack. I don't want to hurt good people anymore.


Here is a last picture of Italianskies. Taken by me on yet another Fast train journey.

I am so sorry.

Please do not have bad memories of me.


Italianskies dies here.

Within tomorrow morning I'll be gone and this time TRULY, please forgive my uninvited intrusion in SW.




With kind regards.
Lorenzo