I Am About To Breakdown, Just Cry Till I Can't Cry Anymore

My friends dragged me out tonight, but all that was on my mind was what he was doing... I wonder if he thought about me or if he was too busy with his new friend.
Everything was okay until I got alone... now I'm emotionally breaking down crying and I unblocked him on messanger, I know I shouldn't talk to him but he's all I want right now.
Someone please help😢