I Love My Girlfriend

I love you, I couldn't help but love you since the beginning. I can remember the day I finally admitted that to myself back in October on your couch, looking into your eyes. Before I even kissed you! I didn't want to give in to those feelings before that, God, how I fought my feelings and pushed them back, I was scared of saying those words but no, I loved you from the start. You were the only one who actually took the inititiave to talk to me and you were the only one who pursued me. I didn't even realize for the longest time that we are here today because of you. I hesitated every step of the way and that never stopped you from pushing back. I don't understand what you see in me. Everyone else in my life is here because I took the initiative. No one else tried to become my friend. It was always me who asked to hangout, It was me who was there when they got hurt. I was the little kid who approached others to be friends. You are literally the only person in my life who came to me first- you came to me when I was done going to others. And I have loved you ever since. There was only ever one struggle between us- it was so little and dumb that I can't even remember what it was about but I ended up sending you a link to this website to show you how important you are to me. I wrote the lyrics to a song on this website for you every day, very close to a year. That's so weird, who does that? And yet you are still here! I highly doubt you will ever read this message but I just want to express how much you have changed me and my perspective of this world. This is how I want to end my time on this website- even though I stopped writing several months ago on here, I want my last message to tell you how happy you make me and I cannot wait to see where our lives go. I don't know what you see in me but thank you so much for being so adamant about talking to me during those first few days, and for always pushing back throughout our first year when I was ready to run. We are together because of your efforts and I love you for it.

I love you so much, you are my future!